New Year, Putting all the sh*t in the past

Overall, 2018 has been a pretty crappy year. I have dealt with more emotional pain then I ever thought I could while dealing with my anxiety and depression. Over my Christmas break my boyfriend of a year and I broke up which was very out of nowhere, which put me in a terrible funk for the rest of the holiday. All of my family wanted to know what the heck happened, as for me I just wanted to sit on the couch crying and try to avoid any romantic Christmas movies. Breakups are terrible, especially over the holiday, since the holidays are FILLED with reminders of things you wanted to do with your significant other. To top things of my dad was very rude about the whole breakup and didn’t acknowledge that I was in a lot of pain. He told me to just grow up, cry a little and move on. How the f*ck am I supposed to do that?? For the past few weeks I have been an emotional wreck, but have been improving slightly. This year I am determined to love myself first and see new things without being drug down by negativity. So, since this is my first blog post I am going to try to do every other day updates on my life and travels, so stick around to see how this story unfolds.